Insanity Lessons – “Sickness, insanity and death were the angels that surrounded my cradle and they have followed me throughout my life.” * Edvard Munch

Stuck in my Head

Tuesday, 01.18.22Wednesday, 01.19.22 Ezzy

Song of the day 1.18.22

“Don’t you know that I’m still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I’m still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind”

* Lyrics by Elton John

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Ezmerelda

Everything is a play on words...

Hi, y'all. Most of you know me, but for those who don't - I'm a mom, wife, sister, and daughter who has been writing for over 40 years. I'm edgy, bitter, and stuck in fight mode - and fighting that too.

My body has been trying to kill me since before I was born. I'm still here, but pretty angry about what I've had to do to stay here and what was done to me to keep me here. Some days I just don't care and I want to quit, but I won't let me.

The past is still present, the present is a stepping stone to the future and the future scares the hell out of me.

I immediately ceased all creative service when the last dance with Death came around, because I stopped caring what life wanted or expected from me. This time, it's all about me and what I want or expect from life - and I just want to find the wish I used to be...even if she never wants to come home.

So I'm writing my way through a half a century's series of traumatic events that has flipped my personality over on its back and turned me into a war-bitch from hell.

"Those who fear the darkness have no idea what the light can do." * KatasaiRakshasa

"The light is unusually cruel. The darkness is safer and I'm used to it." * Ezzy

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